June 5, 2016

Wow, my life changed again, in big time.

This morning, while I was chanting with my fellow SGI Buddhist families, I realized my life changed in many aspects since one year ago.

One year ago, I was falling in love with someone whom I met online. I didn't know what to except and how to deal with. We were good for a while, even I saw signs of something I would not like, but I thought they were part of his life, I needed to accept them. Soon later, we ended our relationship, he asked me first, whatever reasons he told me which I didn't think he was totally honest with me. But his wish was the greatest benefit for me.
It took me for a while to accept the fact/reality, but I knew that I would be ok. I was chanting Nam myoho renge kyo to do my human revolution, work with my financial revolution. Buddhism is about pray/chant with taking actions. As I chant, I always seek for answers, and take action to change.
I was hungry to read, I was thirsty to learn, I was eager to listen others who would tell me anything even though it can be tough.

I am focusing on my life, my growth for personal and professional. At meantime, I was dealing with my fear about my work. I wasn't happy, but I was afraid to leave the job I had for 7 years. But I felt that, "I got to change, I got to leave" for first time.

At meantime, I have encountered wonderful people who show me I am on the right track. Also with my greatest support system I have, I gradually gained more confidence and determination what I want to do for my future. I am one of the luckiest person on the planet for sure.  I have all blessing in my life. Struggles and challenges are also my blessing to have to grow.

While I was chanting, I realized that I have received what I was chanting for.
I landed jobs where people love to have me, and value me better than before. It also keeps me stay proactive with studying Human Body and human life.
Yes, this is what I wanted. It doesn't mean that my life's challenges end.
But I am better place than before.

I am very much grateful what I learned and I am looking forward to learning more and more.

Chanting Nam myoho renge kyo with all my heart has given me so much.

Life is beautiful!

Love

Masae